How is my 2014?

1. I learnt to work and meet lots of new friends

I am a shy person so I always not easily get around with new place and new people. I always feel insecure, kind of hate myself for being like this. But this year, I managed to explore outside world at the age of 20. People might be laughing cause some of them just 16 years old started to explore outside world but me not. I meet lots of good friends but of course the bad one, I means friends that are not really truly wanna be friends with you. They see there is some advantanges/benefits they can take from you to you but I am glad I meet good one more than the bad one.

2. I learnt not to waste on useless stuff
I felt it is really so hard to earn money these days cause you work for hours and get paid a little. Things are like fucking expensive. I want to watch Super Junior's concert next year so I earn and save. But actually not saving much cause have to spend on necessary stuffs like foods, petrol and etc. So these days when I want to buy things, I always think twice, whether it is really a necessary or not.

3. All of my favorite are back

From INFINITE with last romeo later promote with back, then Roy Kim with HOME like after one years plus, two years hiatus finally my boys are back, Super Junior with MAMACITA and lastly Taylor Swift with 1989. INFINITE F's debut with heartthrob. So, basically it's been a great year, lots of new music to listen to. Music is my life.

I can concluded that my 2014 life basically would be all related to music stuffs, lol.

Hello, December

Hello, December! Although it is quite late to say so but anyway I had been quite busy during my final because too much to memorize and practical exercise to revise. I hate memorizing things because it's hurt my brain, lol. I wonder how did I pass my history. I am only free after 9 of December and now finally I have time to blog about my lifestyle these days. December posts are mostly about music because you know I can't live without them and I like to discover GOOD musics too. These days, been listen to Nell and Jillian Edwards.

Farewell lunch @ TWIN STAR BBQ STEAMBOAT HOUSE

This year is my last year together with my coursemate T_T Three years with them, quite close already and now we need to separate to fulfill own goals. Each of us have different goal like some would like to further study and some is moving back to own hometown. I hope our friendship will be forever!! By looking at the meat, I miss steamboat. When I could eat them again? WARNING: Do not bring baby sister along cause it is super annoying. Baby Vicky said he want to go with me so I bring her along to meet my friends because they like her very much. Baby Vicky only eat few piece of meats and prawn and said she is full and she started to eat ice-cream, basically she waste my RM7. She is still a kid, do not know how hard to earn money. But someday I will teach her. lol

1000 PIECE Puzzles # Attack On Titan Tribute Game 巨人の猎手

Since I am free, I play with puzzle. I bought this long time ago (around March) and still didn't have the motivate to do it. One day, I was cleaning my room and found this. So shame of myself cause I haven't been do this for so long. Playing with puzzle is one of my hobby. I am not fan of Attack on Titan but I just bought it cause this anime is so popular! I don't want to be left out. I had watch this anime with my coursemates in the dorm but not till finish cause well it is very disgusting, I can said. I finished this puzzle for around 3 days.

Shopping # BACK TO SCHOOL & NEW YEAR

It is Christmas Season right now but also Back To School Promotion everywhere. Roy will be back with special winter single!! He is four season boy, lol cause he released his album in Spring(Bom Bom Bom), Summer(Love Love Love), Autumn(Home) and now Winter!! Okay, back to this shopping things. I haven't been really shopping for few months, mainly I am broke and I don't have so much time. Holidays shopping is great because you can see lots of promotion banner, hahahaha! I have do shopping for my New Year outfits too but few only. I swear I gonna wear skirts for Chinese New Year next year! Siblings had do shopping for their back to school, whahahaha.

Free # Studying + Plan to future

I AM FREE FROM STUDYING NOW!!! But I still have more challenge in future. After finals, I can't sleep well and thus insomnia. Worrying about my future because I like to plan before I do somethings. But this time I let myself rest for a while, my friends said I have been too rush. I get advice from my elder sister (she had already experience outside world), friends but not both of my parents because they are already too old to worry about me. I am an adult now, I don't want to tell them how stress I am about looking for jobs. Everyone has their own problem thus I don't want to bother too much, I only need advice and considering their advice.

I don't have any plan on what and where I want to find a proper job yet but glad I found a part-time job. So, I will be busy after this but don't worry, I will be back to blog when I am free.

Do not predict your future

"Do not predict your future."

This is what my lecturer said after attending Executive College program preview at my college two days ago. She asked question to us about our future plan for study, whether or not we want to continue study to degree. Most of my friends do not want to cause they want to enter the working environment as soon as possibly, to earn money at younger ages but some still want to continue to study cause they think graduate with diploma is not enough to compete with others when entering into working environment.

Lecturer suggest to study more cause it's really hard to survive with diploma only. My pretty lecturer is so 'geng' cause she graduate with PhD in economics, age of 24. How she do that, some said she skip her primary school. Never know it is true or not. She said do not predict your future. She said her first ambition was to be a lawyer, she even apply already but her mother protest it cause lawyer job is too stressful. So, she end up studying in accounting. She keep telling her mum she will never be a teacher but in the end, she a lecturer now.

Remind me of a movie I really like, Monster University. The story is about Mike when he was a child, he dream of becoming a scarer (a monster who enters the human world at night to scare children so their screams can be harvested for energy). But at the end something happen, Mike can't be the scarer he wanted. But he become the one of the worker in MU and part of the Scarer Team.

Like me, the first ambition I write during primary school is to become a teacher but as time passed I want to become a veterinarian. But I end up studying in business management majoring in accounting. I never known what I might be in the future but I will try my best to study the whole course until I'm graduate. This is the promise to myself! I'm still searching for somethings that suit me well, I realize I'm not good in accounting and Maths stuff. Maybe I will switch and choose to degree in business administration, who know?

Well, you never know what will happen in the future but you can prepare or create your own future. Sometimes, dream might be unexpectedly different from what we had dream of but we can drive our dream.

to my year 2014 resolution (s)

Wanna do resolution for 2014 until I saw this:

and our Henry is right! If we always "next year this next year" then we will always postpone our work and become lazy! So, we should just do it now, do not wait until this year or what!

So, no resolution anymore after this for me, I just wanna stay simple happy and positive!